Frustration

I don't want for all of my posts to be negative, but I guess you'll just have to endure more gripping for me (or stop reading now.) I am about stressed to the max. Petra is incredibly bored of not being able to do much of anything, and it is making her whiny and clingy (which is hard, because every time I touch her cast, I get hives all over my hands!) Also, Talia is belly crawling, and it is getting more and more difficult to keep an eye on her. Today, she had something in her mouth, and when I pulled it out, it was a dead wasp. Yuck! I nearly threw up. School is looming, and I think that the mere prospect of it, wondering how I'll get through my work, etc., is actually worse than the classes will be themselves. Money is always a worry, and I was up until midnight last night stressing about medical bills and car repairs. Petra's medical needs have shot through the roof in the last week, with me calling all around and trying to arrange a million different things. Oh, and I have a new calling. I have to create a ward choir out of nothing (okay, I actually don't think that that will be too bad.)

The one bright spot--through the college I got a really good deal on an Apple Club membership, and today I had fun working out (I hate to admit it, because it sounds really awful, but just getting away from the girls for a little while was a relief). Of course, there is a downside there, too, because I can only go during the laxest times, when the nursery is not very full (because of Petra), and that means that I can't take any of the classes. There is still equipment and stuff, but I wanted to take step aerobics and spinning.

Anyway, moan moan moan. Complain complain. Sorry.

Pic of Girls

This is a pic of the girls that I am posting for an expiriment.